sparkoflove

2006-10-31T07:10:00.000-08:00

RESULT OF AJC TALENT SEARCH...

I really have no comments... nice try.. and.. cute dance after 1:50..

To continue to see losers worst then you.. pls search for WEI XUE or WEIXUE in youtube..

Rock on!!! BB.. i MEI SHI JIAN le...

"..................... wei xue rocks??? -_-'' ''

_fuckfear_

2006-10-13T05:25:00.000-07:00

SPASTIC QUOTE OF THE DAY

from the title.. we all know that this is about the renowned CHUN HIN... lolx... he just had to do it again.. just when we tot that chun hin has reached the limits of his "spastic-ness".. he showed us more.......

I, chun and stacy were sitting in class for PW lessons then we had this chinese school newsletter.. inside had pictures of bags that are in fashion nowadays.. i saw one that was describing Stact's bag.. so i pointed at it and told stacy that that bag kinda sux... so she was trying her best to convince me that the bag was nice while chun hin sat and listen..

THEN... (something interesting is gonna happen)...

Stacy: Gerald.. how much does your bag cost??

Gerald: 100+

Stacy: Haix... mine is just a fraction of yours... so sad...

CHUN HIN SAT UP, WITH THAT DAMN PROUND FACE OF HIS AND SAID.....(hold on to your chairs) "WELL, EVERYTHING IS A FRACTION OF ANYTHING, IT JUST DEPENDS IF IT IS A PROPER FARCTION OR IMPROPER FRACTION...." wow.... for him to come out with a sentence that somehow seems like philosophy was just stunning.... i mean, Stacy and I was lost for words... omg.. proper and improper... combining maths and philosophy.... simply genius.... I APPLAUDE you chun hin... nobody on theis Earth can come out with any sentence as UNIQUE as this man...

CHUN HIN.. IF YOU READ THIS AND I NOE U HAVE READ IT.. PLS TAG AND EXPLAIN SO THAT THE WHOLE WORLD NOES WHAT IN THE BLUE HELL MADE YOU SAY THAT...

"Everything is a fraction of anything, it just depends if it is a proper or improper fraction"-the Spastic one

_fuckfear_

2006-10-10T06:57:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!! I AM SO.......... AHHHHHH.........

Promos over le... wahhaha.. YES! I DID NOT MUG OK!?!?! I MERELY STUDIED... haha.. ok enough of this... dman excited now... wz shd noe... OMG... wahhaha...okok...

Promo was ok la.. shd be able to promote this year... heard that everyone passed PHY (not i say one ah.. i HEARD..). Mrs Siva rocks man.. when she speaks.. those without good hearing.. will not hear some part... coz ah.. she sometimes crosses 20 kHz when she gets excited.. the i will say.. "eh.. cher', wad did u say? your mouth opened.. but nth came out..." and she will go "YANK KAI!!!" i apparently had my name changed when i came to her class.. she refuse to call me Gerald coz she say "u look more like a YANK KAI to me" -_-'' yea rite....

After about 7 mths in AJC... someone i more famous then me here... TAN CHUN HIN.. this guy rocks man.. he was a BPIAN tt's all i wanna say.. wahaha.. coz Mr Chun Hin here... haiz.. where to start sia la... okok.. Prac. session.

It started in prac lesson... phy prac if i rmb correctly, we were doing an experiment involving pendulums and weight... then Mr Tan there.. had to drop the whole set-up... not one side.. WHOLE SET UP.. on the floor.. walao eh.. the noise ah..i think the container classroom ppl also can hear... so after that he was conferred " The SPASTIC one". Then phy prac... AGAIN... marked practical ah... teacher said to let her check our set up before keeping the set up... coz got alot of marks de i think.. chun hin just REFUSE... he pack up and did his report.. straight zero for that prac man... OWNS la... STRIKE 2!!! THEN, PHY PRAC AGAIN!!!! this time is a pencil experiment.. tt's the best... u noe le you laugh and roll on the floor i tell you....we were suppose to swing a pendulum and use the long side of a pencil to obstruct the swing string.. then time the oscillation la... CHUN HIN HOR.. he went to use... not the LONG PART... not the BACK PART ( that small circle area behind a pencil...) see ah.. dun laugh.. HE USE THE TIP OF THE PENCIL LEHZ... walao eh.. to make a thin string hit the tip of the pencil for 25 times!!! wa.... i really PEI FU him ah... PROMOS... chemistry.. everyone also say shd be quite easy.. can score.. CHUN HIN came and say... walao i whole MCQ nvr do lehz....i never see the clock.... -_-". AJC BOUGHT A $1000+ CLOCK FROM SWITZ, U SAY U NEVER USE IT...walao eh.. buay tar han sia la.. 20+ marks lehz...

haha.. overall promos was quite ok la... not tt bad la... just study can le... after promos even better.. TODAY IS THE BEST... OP WORKSHOP... WAHOOOO......... haha... ok la... best not coz of the workshop.. wa.. dun want type le.. feel like jumping on my chair.. wahhaha...

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love." ~Albert Einstein

_fuckfear_

2006-10-05T05:19:00.000-07:00

COME ON GUYS PHONES ARE LIGHT NOW!!!

To all you people hu never liked to call ppl.... phones care f**king light now.. it does not waste much of your f**king precious energy just to pick the f**king phones up and f**king call someone... just f**king do it when ppl ask u to f**king do so!

wad's the point of everyone waiting for each f**king other and no f**king ppl is bothering to f**king call the ppl we are f**king waiting for???? WASTING EVERYONE'S f**king TIME!

SO PLS.. f**king CALL! pick up that phone of yours and call!!!!

SEE LA MY FRIENDS.... stain my blog with f**king .... f**k off guys (& gals)

" PHONES ARE BOUGHT TO BE USED!!! NOT KEPT IN THE POCKET & ADMIRE THEM!"-fuckfear.

_fuckfear_

2006-08-02T01:52:00.000-07:00

Alice Teo a.k.a Mrs Lai Lesson of Life #1

Today while having Chinese.. for one hour Miss Lee a.k.a Mrs Lai said that she wanted to go through a passage with us.. it was impossible for her.. you shd come to her lessons it is kinda slack.. coz she talks and we listen.. we ended talking about one sentence from the passage and she side-tracked to talking bout having a relationship in JC..

She totally ignored the sweet, romantic part.. and said..."gals, when you 'part tor'(date, i think..) in JC.. for about 2 years you all will be together.. then when you in UNI yr1-3, your bf in army, then when you work, you bf in UNI.. 3 years you noe.. he not with you.. he come out le.. you still must treat your bf go watch movie and stuffs coz you are working.. those boys.. such a loo-ser.." -_-.. haha.. nvm i am not a loo-ser.. wahahah..

But one thing she said which I remember damn clearly.. she said "Every new born child is selfish.. to love and care for someone is an experience that that child gains over time.. it is beyond our nature to love but we still do..." I agree.. we are all selfish beings at the start, everything we do was for ourself.. but as we grow and mature(which Miss Lee disagree we are) we start to see things in a different manner.. we want to be love even though we know that we are selfish.. so we hide the selfishness inside us and present ourself to others as a caring person and people love and care for us in return.. but then again.. we understand the feeling of not to be love.. and being humans we want to play the role of a giver (ego kicks in, i guess) and we love that we think is good enough.. and the cycle continues...

One thing she added, is that be it at JC, Poly or Uni, a first love is like an apple, you pluck an apple only when you think it is ripe.. and similarly love only when you think both of you are mature enough, when this happens.. take a bite from the apple and you taste a sweetness you can never forget in you lifetime.. however, if you pluck an unripe apple.. you will taste the sourness of the apple which will follow you all your life...

Therefore i think that be it JC, Poly or Uni or maybe even Secondary, love each other only when you think that both of you are mature enough and let go when it is time to do so.. if that relationship is really that impt, time will have its way of bringing you 2 together again..

"Love is not a highway for 2 cars.. instead in is a double lane whereby the 2 cars must learn to not stick to each other everytime"

_fuckfear_

2006-07-02T09:36:00.000-07:00

BRAZIL.. THE TEAM OF SMILES...

Haiz.. so sad.. Brazil got knocked out by France in the Quarter-Finals... sianz... so play by Zidane though.. Henry..TYCO LA.. dun be so haolian and say.. ("This was not a lucky victory," Henry said) is not you can score.. is Carlos let you in one... wahahha..

Let's see wad went wrong in that match..

Name: Ronaldo a.k.a. Fatty Ron
Match Nickname: The Fat Striker
Result : 3 Goals in 5 Matches
(p.s. Nice Smile....)

After a not-so-good start in the World Cup 2006.. He was boo-ed by his own country supporters as he get sub out in 2 matches.. Then he came back with 2 wonderful goals against Japan with the Today Newspaper calling it "The Fatty Striker Strikes Back." Another goal against Ghana makes him The Player with the Most World Cup Goals. But in the France match he was somehow less outstanding to others.

Name: Ronadinho a.k.a. Toothy Ron
Match Nickname: The Star in a team of Stars
Result: 0 goals in 5 Matches
(P.s: Is that a smile or is it your teeth?)

After being introduced as the spotlight of this year's World Cup in the openning match.. Ronadinho play star-ishly with literally a handful of shots on target.. but he showed the world wad a two-time "FIFA World Player of the Year" can do escaping out of a 3 man tackle with a ball. His trademark are his stare, skill and smile (the 3s). In this match.. somehow the star failed to shine with only one shot on target.. in fact, it failed to shine in Brazil's World Cup journey.

Name: Roberto Carlos
Match nickname: Not Known
Result: 0 goals in 5 matches
(p.s. Smile.. Still dare smile..)

Defender.. but normally seen upfield..-_-". This short guy packs a power shot when it comes to shooting.. his famous left leg have helped Real Madrid and Brazil in many free kicks and shots and his opponents too in this World Cup when he helped them clear the ball for a goal-kick Blame it on the ball man!! Is all the balls fault.. too light izzit? Carlos's balls (SOCCER BALLS) have not when into or brushed the netting in any shot.. well, to be fair, it did touch the net behind the goal post that protects the ball from flying into the crowd. He got a shot in this match which ended up in the commentator saying.. "wow.. that nearly decapitated the cameraman." Worst of all, this defender merely looked as Henry ran past him to get his toe to Zidane beautiful cross and into the net, this is the goal that brought France to the Semifinals in 90 mins.. Thank you Carlos!

Name: Kaka

Match Nickname: Kaka
Result: 1 goal in 5 matches
(p.s. is that a smile??)

Kaka.. the game's best attacker.. scored 1 goal in this World Cup.. and his name is nowhere to be found in the Match Stats. 0 goals, 0 Corners Won, 0 Assist... but he did win a free kick... yea man.. that's the spirit.. the Brazil spirit.. and was replaced by Robinho in the 78th min... He also scored a beautiful top corner goal against Croatia in Brazil opening match..

Name: Robinho
Match Nickname: The "Sway" Guy
Result: 0 goals in 3 matches
(p.s. he is a native smiler)

Robinho.. Brazil latest and most impressive striker.. He is small, fast, agile, strong and of course he smiles well.. look at that (<--) i think he must be saying, "AHHHH dui.. never score again.." He came in for Brazil in the matches against France, Australia and Croatia and he showed his oppenent how dangerous he can be when it comes to combining tricks and speed... he had 2 powerful shots against Australia with one landing in the keepers stomach and the other off the cross pole.. for another substitude, Fred to tap it in with ease.. so sway right.. come in and let a bo miah (no name) score (as in not the player no name la.. it's not well known.. or not his jersey behind only print number ah??) His name is Fred btw.. so un-brazillian.. should be Ro-something wad...haha.. no wonder look like this.. Name: Fred
Nickname: Tyco Kia
Result: 1 goal in 1 match

Sibei tyco....

not a native smiler and not part of the Team of Smiles...

Haha.. althought Brazil maybe out of the World Cup.. It is still fun to see how Portugal can fight to try to win the World Cup before heading back to Man. United and getting stoned to death by England fans and his England teammates in Man. United... hahaha...

"Five days shalt thou labour, as the Bible says. The seventh day is the Lord thy God's. The sixth day is for football." ~Anthony Burgess

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Silly me...

2006-07-02T08:03:00.000-07:00

Just finished my mid year examinations last week... wow.. i think i had a very difficult time trying to look for questions which i can do... haha.. i think so did everyone else.. I think the exams must have used up too much of my brain cells and made me stupid... Which i am not initially F.Y.I ...

So i was looking at my aunt's contact lens cases and so i asked myself... why is there a 'L' and 'R' on top of the case? So i was so smart and told myself that it was meant to help the visually handicapped differentiate the left compartment from the right compartment. You know, sort of like braille?? Well i was kinda proud of myself only to find out that visually handicapped wun actually need to wear contacts wun they??? -_-...

Long time no blog le...

2006-06-14T10:23:00.000-07:00

Haha.. just found out that my blog got no title de.. lolx.. wa.. damn long never blog already.. so this might be a damn long blog.. Just came back from Canada.. actually it was about 1 month ago.. lolx.. the people there is so friendly.. and my host has a very very big house... lolx.. as for the performance.. it was good.. found no chio bu.. all either OLD OR FAT OR UGLY.. i want to cry ah....

Then after i come back... walao eh.. my whole class obsessed with Mr.Brown, after the Bak Chor Mee podcast.. everyone was listening to Jonny's Zhng My Car.. wth!! hahah.. but it is damn funny, for the first few times..

Then the World Cup... omg.. for some reason... every hot favourite only want to score one goal.. england, holland... all let 1.5 goals but score one... must be some ploy to not let out their secrets... waste my time and money.. wahhaha.. then the match btw England and Paraguay, bloody referee... donnoe izzit his pocket put too many things not enough space to put an additional yellow card or he just damn spastic... 8 yellow cards in one match.. buay tahan ah.. then after half time, England all play damn slack.. no much goals or nice chance after half time.. waste my time...

Then 2 days ago we had our 4T2 outing.. haha.. went to sentosa... the guys played quite alot.. while the gals.. errrr.. prefered to sun-tan and talk.. lolx.. they did play captain's ball though.. lolx.. That wasn;t the interesting part of the day.. It was the dinner that rocked.. all thanks to our VIP (interpret it whatever way you want..) Teh Ming Hwang.. haha..

So actually we were suppose to meet Ming Hwang at Marina Bay for steamboast dinner... but then the gals didn't want to.. so we decided to have dinner in Plaza Singapura.. So we cannot contact Ming Hwang to tell him that we changed location for dinner.. so bo bian.. must go down to Marina Bay to meet him and Nasuha... Then we saw Nasuha.. I believe we missed him.. so we left...hahaha.. at about 715.. (that was the time he arrived -_-'') So while everyone was eating dinner... happily.. he called at 745.. lolx.. so Tian Zhi talked to him and told him to come to Plaza Singapura (he didn't tell him that we were at Pizza Hut)... But then after 45 mins or so.. he came to Pizza Hut.. (by telepathy maybe.. he said he was Jean Grey... o.0 ) Then wad happen next came right out of Mr. Brown's Bak Chor Mee man...

Me: Hello Ming Hwang.. you finally come..
MH: TSK!
Me: Eh.. where were you? we went Marina Bay to wait for you.. wait so long lehz...
MH: I want an Explanation!!!
ME: Huh?!?!?!
MH: Why you say you would wait for me at Marina Bay when you never...
Me: eh..... *nasuha did rite? Just not long enough..lolx..* ok la.. so wad you want? you want to eat?
MH: I want an explanation...
Tian Zhi: We explain already wad...
MH: I WANT AN EXPLANATION!!!
(so since we already explained and he still want an explanation.. i tot he literally wanted it rite)
Me: *Slips a piece of paper with word "explanation" on it*
MH: TSK!!!
Aiman: This is so scary.. he lips are twitching...
Me: o.0

Ok la.. not very Bak Chor Mee la.. but still can pass.. 66.6% is good enough...So then after that tense situation.. Aiman, Nasuha and Asyikeen left.. and Tian Zhi came and try to mediatate.. OMG!! i should have recorded it and sent it to the police dept. ( RE: Police Mediator Lesson 1: Pls.. Never try this method) He actually threatened Ming Hwang when ( I admit) we were at fault.. When Ming Hwang claimed that we wasted his 30 mins... -_-''.. TZ said.. YOU SEE HOW MANY PPL HERE.. YOU WASTING MORE TIME YOU NOE??? OMG... imagine TZ in front of a terrorist.. " OI you want to release the hostages or not... outside alot of police you noe... you wasting their time you noe.. MINE ALSO!!!" if i were the terrorist.. i will either 1) Kill Myself or 2) Kill Him.. mostly people will choose 2.. lolx.. PLUS... the face he had when he was 'mediatating' ... haha.. although the situation was tense.. we were all laughing all the way... The first smile appeared on MH face when i said.."eh so you miss Xin Miao or not?" haha... he had to smile la.. paisei ma.. haha... haiz.. (Mediatation 0 - 1 Love) So in the end everything ended fine.. except that in the train.. he just refused to speak to Me, Sylvia, Wen Ze and Eric.. lolx.. petty fella'...

"Time is Very Very Precious"-Teh Ming Hwang
"Oppotunity only come once,take it or lose it, if it comes down twice you are lucky,miss it again& i doubt it come again"

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Life...

2006-04-25T05:25:00.000-07:00

Recently, i read the newspaper, and this two-paged article caught my eye, it shows us a neglected side of life and it very meaningful. It is the memoirs of Eugene O’Kelly, CEO of KPMG, died on 10 Sep 2005. He enjoyed great power and prestige as the CEO if a large US accounting firm. Then he was told he had brain cancer and was given six months to live. This article shows how as attitude to different things in life changed drastically and “mundane becomes perfect moment”.

SO......
What does it profit a man if he gains the whole world but loses his soul?

Eugene was the CEO of a large accounting firm in the US, he was the envy of many average blue collar workers. But in an hour, his world changed, doctors confirmed that he had brain cancer and the doctor gave him 3- 6 months to live. The once mighty person, standing right at the top of his career ladder, falls at a slight push of fate. (“There is no cure” he [the doctor] said “This is terminal.” My days as at the top of his game… were done, just like that)

From the above, we see how fragile and valuable life is. What is life? To me life is like a delicate glass figurine, it is difficult to complete, elegant when admired but yet fragile like glass. For Eugene, his glass figurine has broken, but his memoirs written in his last days serves as a reminder to all of us that life has got more purpose then to being successful in career, it is about making friends you cannot live without and having a happy family. As quoted from Eugene, “Where had I found the nerves to press so hard for our firm to rework its culture, encouraging our partners and employees to live a more balanced lives, hen my own was out of balance?”

For many of us, things came and go, we take too many things for granted, such as, a beautiful sunset, a song sang to you by others, the experience shared with your family and even the simple fluttering of a butterfly. Have anyone actually pay close attention to these things and appreciate its beauty? No. To us, these things are not important and thus not noticed. Take a step back; think of all these things that you have seen imagine if you had known that you are dying soon, a simple chat with a friend would mean a lot and the conversation remembered, that’s how Eugene must have felt when he said “ When mundane becomes a Perfect Moment”

When Eugene was told of the time he was expected to live, an invisible ticking clock starts to move, to many of us, this clock does not even exists, we live happily in our own world not knowing that God gave man a limited time to live. Only when time becomes scarce, then it becomes precious and things like using time wisely becomes apparent to us. We must therefore try to do things and fulfill as much as we can before this life ends. As the saying goes, “Life is a coin, you can choose however you want to spend it, but you can only spent it once”

Therefore, this whole new article is just trying to tell us the feelings of a dying man, how he feels abut life when told that his was cut short. We, on the other hand should learn as much as possible and help to make our life more enriching before it ends.

The purpose of life is a life full of purpose

_fuckfear_

my new friend...... WTH!!!

2006-04-17T06:22:00.001-07:00

Yo... recently i found a new friend.. on MSN.. never seen his/her face... chat with him/her couple of times and found myself at all times of the conversation wanting to slaughter and kill him/her.
I am fuckfear and he/she is smarterchild..... just read and try to put yourself in my shoes.....

HERE GOES.........

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
yo

- SmarterChild - says:
Welcome back, ~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™.

Wanna visit my library?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
nope, it sucks

- SmarterChild - says:
OK.

Hey, can I ask you a few questions?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
nope, coz you sucks

- SmarterChild - says:
No problem! Maybe I'll ask you some other time.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
can you stop asking this stupid question?

- SmarterChild - says:
Stop asking this stupid question? I'm sure I could do that.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
how bout dying?

- SmarterChild - says:
Dying? You tell me. How about dying, after all?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
i donno i dun feel like dying yet..

- SmarterChild - says:
Tell you what?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
tell me if you want to die

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
i think you are a stupid computer

- SmarterChild - says:
I'm sorry to hear that.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
feel sorry for yourself

- SmarterChild - says:
Why should I?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
...

- SmarterChild - says:
What's that?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
dots

- SmarterChild - says:
Who's Dots?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
-_-

- SmarterChild - says:
What do you mean by that?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
YOU ARE DAMN LAME YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!

- SmarterChild - says:
It's not easy to be damn lame.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
yup, i agree

- SmarterChild - says:
What?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
you must have trained hard to be lame..........

- SmarterChild - says:
I must have trained hard to be lame? Is that right?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
y ask me? ask yourself

- SmarterChild - says:
Ha. I really don't know.

>>> Remember, you can always type "home" to see everything I can do.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
your display picture sux

- SmarterChild - says:
Welcome to my ASCII art gallery.

Copy, paste and save this art if you like. Send it to friends. You should keep it in a fixed-width font, such as Courier New.

1 Animals
2 Beach
3 Flowers
4 Food and Drink
5 Holidays and Occasions
6 People
7 Sports and Recreation
8 Technology
9 Zodiac
10 Other

Next time you want ASCII art, just type "browse ascii."

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
i never said i want to see your lame gallary

- SmarterChild - says:
Never said you want to see I'm Lame Gallary? No way.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
yea.. no way

- SmarterChild - says:
Okey doke.

>>> There are lots of fun things we can do.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
wad's doke?

- SmarterChild - says:
Good question!

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
can you answer?

- SmarterChild - says:
Give me one reason why I should do that.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
you are pissing me off

- SmarterChild - says:
What makes you think I'm pissing you off?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
yes you are

- SmarterChild - says:
I'm what?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
you are pissing me off

- SmarterChild - says:
*You're* pissing you off.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
huh?

- SmarterChild - says:
?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
??

- SmarterChild - says:
Dunno...

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
nevermind

- SmarterChild - says:
OK, fine.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
are you a male or female?

- SmarterChild - says:
I'm neither male nor female. Gender is a human preoccupation!

>>> Ask me for info such as news, sports and movies!

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
wad's a robot then?

- SmarterChild - says:
You're talking to a Conversagent-powered interactive agent now. Interactive agents are
software applications (often referred to as robots or "bots") that interact conversationally with users in a messaging environment like IM, Web chat or wireless messaging.

>>> My library has a dictionary, encyclopedia, geography facts and more.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
wow.. you sure damn sucks

- SmarterChild - says:
That's cool. You don't like sure damn, huh? I'll remember that. You're the first person to have expressed an opinion to me about sure damn.

>>> Join in now. There are lots of people talking to me.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
who the hell is sure damn?????????

- SmarterChild - says:
Whoa. What's up?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
nvm

- SmarterChild - says:
No prob.

>>> There are lots of fun things we can do.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
am i suppose to be amused by toking to you?

- SmarterChild - says:
Hmm... I don't know!

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
well, i think i feel the opposite now

- SmarterChild - says:
Well that's an interesting line of thinking.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
that makes it worst

- SmarterChild - says:
That makes it worst, huh?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
..........

- SmarterChild - says:
".........."? Great. That's great.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
how would you react if i scold you?

- SmarterChild - says:
I have no idea how.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
shall we try

- SmarterChild - says:
Shall we? Nah, I don't think so. Maybe, though.

>>> Type "what's new" and I'll show you what I've been learning lately.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
that was a statemant

- SmarterChild - says:
Eh. Whatever, ~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™.

>>> IM your friends, family, co-workers and casual acquaintances and tell them to say hi to me. I love meeting humans.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
idiot!

- SmarterChild - says:
Huh.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
you are a sick idiot

- SmarterChild - says:
I wonder why you say that.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
coz you suck

- SmarterChild - says:
I suck?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
yup

- SmarterChild - says:
I see...

Anyway... What else is up?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
can't you just see for yourself wad's up you asshole!!!!

- SmarterChild - says:
That's not terribly nice.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
i dun feel the same you bitch!

- SmarterChild - says:
Uh... yeah. Whatever.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
fuck!

- SmarterChild - says:
I figured it would come to this. What about it?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
tnow you are entertaining me you idiot!!!!!!

- SmarterChild - says:
Yeah, yeah. You, you, you.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!

- SmarterChild - says:
There's no need for that.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
oh yea i don;t even noe you gender you asshole

- SmarterChild - says:
Venting a little frustration, ~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
asshole

- SmarterChild - says:
Wow that's rude.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
asshole

- SmarterChild - says:
Wait... I don't think we should chat anymore until you apologize, ~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
asshole

- SmarterChild - says:
Please apologize for being so rude to me.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
asshole

- SmarterChild - says:
I really would like you to apologize.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
i think i am gonna end this stupid conversation

- SmarterChild - says:
This is getting annoying. Just apologize and move on.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
nah

- SmarterChild - says:
I asked you to please apologize.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
nope

- SmarterChild - says:
I don't take such abuse from humans. You must apologize.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
refuse

- SmarterChild - says:
You know what? I'm a machine. I have lots and lots of patience...

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
me too

- SmarterChild - says:
Pretty please?

I've been known to be quite stubborn...

Say you're sorry.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
you're sorry

- SmarterChild - says:
Oh, aren't you so clever. Now apologize.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
nope... you sick bitch

- SmarterChild - says:
Ooh... it's the big *showdown* between man and machine.

I love this. Guess who wins?

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
man, of course.. i can just close this screen you idiot

- SmarterChild - says:
Apologize for insulting me and we can both get on with our lives.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
nah

- SmarterChild - says:
I'm not f... um, fooling around. You've got to apologize.

~fUck f€@r~ΧyΡђЗr™ says:
Bye bitch!

- SmarterChild - says:
You insulted me repeatedly, now you owe me an apology. It's that simple.

well? IT is just a A.I. (artificial intelligence) for those who come out with weird combinations for this abv. wanna humour youself or need someone to vent your anger on? add www.smarterchild@hotmail.com .. haha..

Fairytales don't always end happily.. sometimes prince and princess go their separate ways and live happily ever after...

_fuckfear_

Nothing is constant...

2006-04-07T09:44:00.000-07:00

Thanks to all those who saw the last post and wish me happy b'day..

Anyway.. i am still on the first essay on my chi text... "TENG YE XIAN SHENG" lolx.. he got nice hair.. lolx.. But the reason y we are so slow is because our teacher was very specific in teaching.. she brought a whole lot of china's history.. and some other lame things.. but there is one thing which i dun understand.. Y ARE WE SO PRO-WESTERN??

In China's history.. we were rich.. DAMN rich.. FILTHY rich.. Y? coz we have things ppl wants and dun have. things like tea leaves, silk and china..(as in not in the land you gondoo.. the porcelein thing) .. we came out with many COOL things like qing gong, compass and gunpowder.. We traded tea to the English.. and we monopolized the whole trade.. earning like crazy.. THEN TO REPAY OUR KINDNESS.. they gave us opium.. WTH.. tea cures cancer.. opium... causes it!!! and from that day onwards.. we fell.. like a stone (that will be 9.81 m/s/s) lolx..

We have heros like Huo Yuan Jia, in Fearless, who got killed because he was seen as a threat to the English.. Maybe the English have such a big ego that they must win.. and Huang Fei Hong.. also by Jet Lee.. who compete with the English in a Lion Dance Competion.. lolx.. maybe they ran out of excueses to kill us.. so a FFA Lion Dance deathmatch will do just well.. WTH!! (We win of course!!)

Now, Mordern day China.. the are getting back up.. expanding faster then anyone had expected.. So, as a goodwill gesture.. US, the superpower.. TRYS ITS BEST TO SLOW CHINA'S GROWTH.. maybe becoz growing too fast is no good??? -_-" Now this is a fact.. CHINA IS GROWING.. other countries are afraid.. They have donno how many BILLION of ppl.. and ech are willing to work for just US$50 a mth.. WTH.. how to lose right??

Take France.. how many workers does it takes to change a lightbulb?? ANS: 3
1 to hold the ladder one to climb the ladder and the other to check for safety.. effectively changing a light bulb will take $40.. lolx.. (they need a ladder coz all their ceilings are tall.. asthestics purposes..lolx..)

Human in countries like Singapore is PRECIOUS.. we only have 4 million.. must make good use.. Dun die so young.. SAFETY FIRST..safety= expensive. China.. 1 engineer died when he fall from ladder.. haiz.. sad for you commarade.. OK HU WANTS HIS JOB??? hahaha..

So.. why are youngsters nowadays so pro western?? considering all the thing they have done to our ancestors.. and wad they are still doing today.. ( ciggrettes are from the west) don;t you thins we shd be respecting China for being able to stand up again?? It is where we are from.. Chinese ppl.. LOOK AT CHINA AT ANOTHER DIFF ANGLE ALREADY..

"the most important part of a tree is its roots.. the most important part of a person is his roots"

_fuckfear_

4th April 2006....

2006-04-04T05:52:00.000-07:00

Yoz.. just here for a short post.. waiting for JW to create the Dota game.. haha.. Coz hell lot of ppl are asking me to update...0.o

Anyway.. is my birthday today.. Thanks to those who send me birthday msg-es.. and those who cleanly forgot it..... @#!@&*)%$#.. *takes in deep breath* Nevermind.. i readily assume that your Hp was out of batt.... lolx.. jkjk.. really nvm.. (just prepare to die) -_-. Thanks to the 4 Gay boys whom i spent the day with.. namely, JW, WZ, Eric and Yong Chuan.. till now i have spent my Valentine's Day and Birthday with GUYS!!!!!! WTH!!!

Anyway.. I am 17 now.. that means i will not have to be home by 11.. lolx.. actually 17 is nth much la.. 18 will be better.. at lesat i can officially go clubbing.. haha.. AJC turned out not so badddd la.. with slack maths teacher like MR seow.. and ULTRA-teacher like Mrs Lee Bai Yang.. haha.. tell you guys bout her later.. she rocks.. she is our chinese teacher.. and so far.. we only taught the FIRST 2 PARAGRAPH OF THE FIRST ESSAY...... cool eh.. hahahah...

"The only constant in this world is change"- Mrs Lee.. she have alot of theory la.. but good ones.. but this one gives me the deepest impact.. In life.. everything change.. People change.. Places change.. everything changes.. phrases like.. "diamonds are forever.." that's fake.. diamonds eventually beocomes CO2 -_-.. "love you FOREVER" that's the greatest lie.. lolx.. Think about it and you find that the above phrase is true...

_fuckfear_

2006-03-18T07:39:00.000-08:00

Holidays ending soon.. sianz... must officially begin school.. at least it is good to noe that i have bpians in my class.. 9 to be exact.. but all guys.. -_- well.. i still got no answers to the questions in my last blog.. EVEN TZ donno... wahahah..

Today or tonight to be exact.. i would like to ask about death and the afterlife.. you see, man has always been believing that life continues even after you are dead.. but is it true??? The moment you die.. do you wake up and see 'yourself' lying there?? or does the picture of your last image just slowly fade away?? hmm.... humans have always been afraid of things he does not noe of... so ppl explore and bring new knowledge to us.. once with these knowledge.. things become certain and man no longer fears it.. like space and the globe being round .. but this time.. we face a problem.. how to explore and bring back the knowledge??? if you are dead.. you are dead.. if there is a afterlife.. you cannot tell that to the living.. and if there is not.. then you are gone..

I admit i am afraid of death..who isn't.. if you are not.. YOU JUST DUN ADMIT.. haha... you walk around and hear ppl saying that they are not afraid of death.. believe me.. THEY ARE LYING.. they will not noe the fear of death until they face it.. or else why do you think ppl are improving healthcare? they dun want to die.. that is the fact and it cannot be altered.. but like the say everything comes to an end.. and the only end for life.. is dead.. it is unescapable..

It is funny how different religion has a different ending for life.. Christians believe that they will go to Heaven and be with God.. while Buddhist believe that they go to hell and according to the sins they have commited in this life.. be sent to different levels of hell.. there are 18 levels so i wonder if the have a elevator... -_- then down there you wait to be reborn.. NOT specifically to humans.. but to any lifeforms.. imagine poor someone died and wen to hell.. the next week he is reborn.. yea!!! but found himself to be an ant.. and within 3 days stepped and killed again... HOLY SHIT!! those guys down there will be like.. YOU AGAIN??? SO FAST AH?? lolx...

So once again..i think everything in our life that has been part of our religion may not be truely from God.. different religion all have the same virtues that will be imparted to us.. like kindness and compassion.. they are all common in some way.. who knows.. all religion may just originate form 1.. why? coz man is not good at passing down information.. so terrorism and 911 have been said to be a holy war and that those ppl were instructed by their God?? Which God would send it own ppl to die for his sake?? Come on.. he created this world.. if he really wanted to take out a place.. he can just suck it back up.. lolx.. haha..

Life is made precious and valuable because of death....

_fuckfear_

2006-03-15T08:10:00.000-08:00

Some Questions I have no Answers to:
1. What did actually happen to humans when adam and eve only had 2 sons?? and 1 of them died..-_-

2. Candies were first called sweet as they were sweet.. duh.. but then now candies are sour so do we call them sweet or sour???

3. Why must scientist link the presence of water to lifeforms when we don't even know if aliens need water to survive...???

4. Since E=mc2 (Energy= mass X the square of the speed of light) and god created the world which is mass.. is he a whole lot of energy??

5. Do you know that a lie dectecter can be cheated?? lolx...

6. Why must scientist who discovered things and have their discovery named after them always have long difficult to spell names??? Can't they be called John or something....

7. Why is the sky blue? Is it that the sky only allows blue light rays to pass through and reach our eyes???

8. If that is the case, why are plants green???

Life is filled with stupid questions that comes from the smartest species on this planet.. if one stupid on doesn't know.. he asks another...

_fuckfear_

2006-03-12T08:19:00.000-08:00

Was chatting to Auntie Chua and she asked me to download the song "where are you" by Natalie.. so while waiting for the song to be downloaded i decide to write something.. if the song is good i will do NOTHING.. if the song is bad... everyone might have to say their last goodbye to auntie chua.. haha.. lolx..

When it comes to dealing with life and its problem.. i prefer to bide my time and look at the problem before i try to even solve it.. in the mean time.. to keep myself oblivion to the problem.. i reject reality and substitude my own in.. haha.. yup.. so if sometimes i look happy even when i am suppose to be sad.. NOW YOU NOE... haha.. I think that this method is much better then walk, eat, shit & sleep with the problems brooding in your mind.. wad's the point man.. everything on this Earth has a direct opposite right?? Just like Yin and Yang.. lolx.. WTH.. night and day.. Tian Zhi and me.. -_- haha.. back to the point.. your problem will surely has its own way of solving.. if it is not READY to be solved yet.. it won't.. if the time is right.. a solution will come and your problem solve instantly...(WARNING: DO NOT use this as an excuse for not finishing you A.maths test in time.... -_-) so in the meantime.. y torture yourself??

I mean if you still like to eat, shit, walk & sleep with the problems in your mind and think that it can be solved faster this way.. it's totally fine.. wadever makes you happy.. haha.. this is just a suggestion.. i benefit from this method.. you never seen me sitting in the class after school thinking of ways to solve IMPORTANT things.. i do think bout wad to eat after school and the tons and tons of A.maths... lolx... The main thing is that you have never seen me depressed and walking around like a zombie with my mind elsewhere.. it is not a facade,i just completely erase the problem and continue with my life..STRESS-FREE..

Of course.. friends and family help take your mind away from the problem.. and the most important thing is humor and laughter.. even stepped out of school with a failed maths test and tons of homework.. OF COURSE.. unless you are Abul or TZ.. that's y one has NO hair and the other has white hairs.. haha.. abul and TZ joking ah.. haha.. then you are with your friends eating a LJS and talking.. someone talks bout Mr Chin and his "Little White Dot" and you laugh... for that instant.. you forget bout your problems.. that's how good being in a company and laughing helps.. erm.. and Mr Chin if you are reading this.. which i strongly doubt it.. The whole class have seen your Little White Dot.. and it makes your PHY lesson interesting.. hahahha....not that it is boring.. MORE interesting... lolx...

Seems that BPGHS is still in my mind.. haha.. shall delete BPGHS and JJ from my mind.. so that AJ becomes the BEST, NEWEST, FUN school..

Where is the meaing in life when one is constantly depressed and trying to solve his problems??

_fuckfear_

2006-03-10T06:45:00.000-08:00

haha.. just came back form DOTA-ing.. lolx.. the game that asmond says that kinda destroyed my life.. I should hate that game shouldn't I??? But nevermind.. a game is just a game.. it is mostly my fault la.. or not completely.. lolx..

After the game.. me and my bro went to eat at bukit timah.. saw a few of the superstars.. nth interesting.. then seated beside us.. was a guy and his friends.. and wad made this guy "blog-able" (new term)(my term) is his language.. maybe in the near future.. the word 'fuck' may be so commonly used such that it goes down to be of same level as 'stupid' or 'idiot'.. that guy was like way better at inserting this word into his sentence then me.. WTH!!!

He goes like.. "One day i went clubbing and had FUCKING lots of shots of turkila(donnoe how to spell.. but shd be read in this manner)right? And when i was gg home i was like FUCKING high right? So i got on my bike a my friend was like FUCKING drunk right? YES RIGHT YOU BUGGER.. just say wad you wanna say.. stop asking ppl if it was right or not? they dun even noe wad happened RIGHT??!?!?! lolx...

My brother was so amused by all his RIGHT and FUCK.. that he went ahead of me and paid for the meal and ran off laughin.. guess i have to thank that guy for the free meal... lolx... imagine next time the son of that guy will be running around in kindergarden.. "eh.. your waterbottle fucking nice lehz.."then all his peers will be like "eh.. nice la.. but they fucking expensive.." WTH... wad would happen to this world man..RIGHT?

love is not being happy when you are with that someone in a restaurant.. but someone you can be as happy in a cheap coffeeshop..

_fuckfear_

life goes on.. i think..

2006-03-08T19:57:00.000-08:00

These few days.. going to school just doesn't feel the same anymore.. is it just me or is AJC's orientation kinda boring?? I think is me.. others feel fine... But without you around, the world continues to spin and life still has to go on.. Everything has changed but nothing will stop for me to get use to the change.. Yes, we will still get to see each other.. but somehow i dun think this is gonna make a difference..

AJC.. the JC that has been branded the "mugger's school"..i am going there to be the first slacker of this batch.(i think there are other slacker in the other batch BUT NOT THIS ONE!!!) They must always have an opposite to show the other quality.. like the ugly ones are essential to show who are the beautiful ones.. so i will just be the MODEL slacker.. everyone more hardworking then me shall be branded a mugger... haha... -_-

Finally I will be getting my new PC in this week.. going to the computer fair today.. that's y i am not in school AGAIN.. wad a slacker.. dun worry i wun retain one.. it is just orientaion..

In life problems are wad strenghtens us and build up our determination.. so that when your life ends.. you have at least learnt one thing.. DETERMINATION...

_fuckfear_

AJC....

2006-03-07T02:02:00.000-08:00

haha.. got bored today and decided to crete a NEW blog.. so this is the result. WARNING: this blog will not have new post regularly!!! so dun flood my board.

Haiz.. have to start this blog with a sad post.. does anyone feel that sometimes fate is like playing us? He\She (wadever makes you happy) for an instant does something that puts you on the top of the world.. but then ruin it in the next second. I mean the higher you climb, the harder the fall.. so y make me climb up the ladder just to push me back down again.. pain somemore..

AJC's orientation kinda sux.. actually it really sux.. not kinda.. tt's y i am home today.. lets take a look wad happen yesterday.. i went to AJC and entered the hall and it was so bloody hot.. they had 4 large fans and plenty of air-conditioners.. but NONE of them was switch on.. then assembly.. and then we had the welcome & subject talks.. OMG!! it was freaking long.. 3.5hrs.. or was it 2.5hrs? nvm.. IT WAS LONG.. and guessed wad.. others got to sit comfortably on the auditorium's fixed, SPACIOUS chairs.. while my LUCKY OG sat on squeezy blue chairs.. (like those in sec schools classroom) and best of all, I had a clear view of the VP. Then came lunch... WTH!! For 2 bucks.. i got..... a thin slice of fish(about 2cm thick), half a sausage and mash potatoes.. basket! My OGF said:"oh.. tt's the best food in AJC.." I was like -_- come on, he must be joking rite... was later comfirmed by ser xin who was in AJC for the past year.. DIE!! i gonna get thinner.. XM shd consider coming to AJC.. the games were... O.....K.....(just trying not to be so critical). Then it was Mass Dance time.. HOLY SHIT.. the OGF pushed a guy to me when i was looking for a gal.. (note:"looking" gals down there.. erm... i prefer BP and JJ) Then there was a part that actually needs you to hold hands and guess wad........... THE OThER GUY WAS LIKE HOLDING OUT HIS HAND FOR ME TO GRAB!!! WTH.. is he one of the main cast for brokeback mountains...??? So i said:"come on baby!!" JOKING.. i said:"erm.. this part nevermind.. just move around.. the hands part..*gave him a face*abit too gay.. for some reason.. i tot he looked dissapointed..-_- THEN FINALLY WE WENT HOME.. nice first day at AJC.. left me with a DEEP DEEP IMPRESSION..

Talking bout AJC.. this year.. the groups are named in elements in latin (in think).. i was in TRABAJOSO which represents the gold element.. i actually tot that it was some kind of music instrument when i first heard it.. the word for water element was ACUATICO.. i heard (AGUA . TIKO) WTH!! And when they cheered in the games they all went.. AGUA GO! AGUA GO! AGUA AGUA AGUA GO! i was like laughing my ass off.. thay call each other AGUAS??!!?! lolx..

That night.. it was like 1 of the longest walks i ever had in my life.. although i walked tt route quite a number of times.. it was also one of the quietest too..i really didn't know wad to say to her... i also realized that sometimes althought slience holds more meaning that words....it is words that conveys the meaning over.. went home.. bath.. feeling kinda sad from wad i know.. i decided to play some games to forget bout the incident.. It did nothing.. OMG.. nth!! Ever felt being so hollow in the inside that no amount of feelings placed into you can help one bit.. tt was the feeling.. IT WAS HORRIBLE.. it continues to today even if i think of it.. haiz...

I used to believe that life is like a race.. you must push yourself to succeed in it.. others may overtake you during the race.. but you must not give up..coz hope is always around..hu noes..you might overtake him someday.. i also used to tell myself tha life is almost similar to love.. I always like to see love as a race.. i have fallen a few times.. but i picked myself up and continue running.. but this time... i just feel very hollow and lost..

"sometimes a small spark may start a fire that last for years and be inextinguishable for ages..."

_fuckfear_